Sunday, November 9, 2008

I was decieved...these are the lies I no longer believe...

I want to be heard,
Yet I cannot speak.

I want to be understood,
But people don’t get me.

I want to live in the way I’m called,
But I do not know the way.

I want to stand strong and fight,
But I’m too weak for battle.

I want to be who God called me to be,
But I feel so unworthy of such a call.

I want to help others,
But I only make things worse, without me they’ll be better off.

I want to let go of the past,
But I’m chained to it.

I want to fly away,
But my wings are broken.

I want to embrace my future,
But there is no place for me there.

I want to be free of the chains that bind me,
But I’ll never be.

I want to dream,
But I have to wake up and face reality.

I want to be me,
But I’m not accepted that way.

I want to know why I believed all these lies of the enemy.
The lies that say I can’t speak, and that people don’t get me, and that I can’t find the way to go.

The lies that say I’m unworthy of my calling and that say I make things worse, and that I’m chained and bound to my past.

The lies that say my wings are broken and I can’t last. The lie that there is no future for me.

The lies that say I have to face reality and that I will never be free.

Well news for the enemy, spread this around your camp, I don’t believe your lies and I’m not coming back!

I can speak. God gave me a voice and he has given me the words to say! I will with my voice proclaim Jesus is Lord and worship his name! I will speak and spread the gospel to the nations, so enemy watch out. God has given me this voice, and over you it’s going to shout!

I am understood. God understands me. And He sent me angel friends that help me through. They understand me unlike most do.

God is leading me a long my way. He is guiding me through. Jesus is the way and the truth!

I am strong enough to fight. God has equipped me and given me the strength for battle. I have the full armor of God. NO enemy against me will prosper.

I am unworthy of this call, but I’m also unworthy of all grace shown to me. God loves me and has called me, so I will go after that. I will be who God is calling me to be. May he be glorified by my life.

I will help others and I do. I don’t make things worse, that’s on you. I only do as my Lord commands – only good comes from doing as He says.

I can let go of the past. It made me who I am, but I cannot cling to it, no, it is not meant to be carried like this. My chains are gone.

I can fly. God made my wings. He gives me strength to rise and fly. I can fly through the storms, and in times of warmth. God will bring me through.

I have a future and God has a plan for me. I have a place and my life is in His hands.

I am free from all that binds me, Christ’s love has set me free!

I can dream. God made me a dreamer.

I am accepted, by God and by some others. I am an outcast to the world, but accepted in the family of God.

Why I believed the lies before and why I was so easily deceived, I do not know. But now that I see the lies of the enemy, I no longer believe.

The TRUTH has set me FREE.

No more, “you’re not good enough” or “you will never make it down that way.” No more, “you aren’t worthy,” or “you don’t deserve this,” Theses are lies I won’t believe because the truth and God’s love sets me free.

I believe! I am FREE.